When you’re sad over someone’s birth…and instead of saying “happy birthday”, you say, “I feel sorry the day you were born.”
You’ve caused me so much pain.
I can only imagine the pain that your mother has to go through.
I should know. I’m also a mom.
From the moment I held my son in my arms, I loved him and I promised myself that I’m going to give him the best that I can give him. I will protect him. I will sacrifice for him. I will put him first, above everything.
And to see one’s child fight for a little attention, a scrap of love from someone she does not deserve is a sad sad day to a mom…
You must be so lonely to allow yourself to be treated like trash…someone that they will throw away and forget once they’re done in exchange of “love”.
I feel sorry for your mom.
I feel sorry that you’re sad.
I feel sorry that you’re so afraid to be alone.
Oh yeah, I feel sorry that you were born because I had to meet you…
I had to experience the pain of your brokenness.
And I had to carry it with me for the rest of my life…
When all I ever want was to give the people I love the freedom to choose their own happiness, the freedom to be who they want to be.
So today, I mourn, for the birth of my pain, more than the pain of birth that your mom has experienced because after the pain there was no joy for me…only regret.